i wanna kill myself so fucking bad right now my life sucks i only have bad grades and i feel like My parents are against me and all the good things in my life, if i do it im gonna stop updating
its my muhfukin birthday i turned 15 and heres an (ongoing) list of all my gifts
so i made a roblox shirt (shitty name) and also my birthday is in 9 days... errmmm no thank you!
i just dont like my birthday, its just like any other day ion get why its so special to everyone but me
So uhh this is kinda vent-ish but uhm yeah, my dad got drunk and he just got banned in a streamers fucking live chat for saying the streamer has a "hitler haircut" also he just randomly left, he is back tho
I know its another post from the same day but like shit happened also its 19:14. okay soo basicaly a few days ago i saw a hack on how to make mtn dew baja blast at home and people said they taste identical i made one since there are no taco bells in germany and its really good!
okay its like 3 hours later, almost 6 am and i just rlly wanna write here it just seems so kewl 2 have my own like blog site! also i got in a call with my bf just now just 2 show him sum art!!
okay so uhh hi this is like the first blog entry on here, it is currently 2:57 where i am, idk if i do it like the newer the higher (probably better) or like the newer the lower and also idk if i will even continue this, this is all just because of me getting banned off sph and not wanting 2 return yada yada